So my birthday is tomorrow~ (wee~)
I know it's tomorrow, and I know that I've been telling EVERYONE for about a month, and I'm excited (as I always am and will be), but as is normal, it doesn't feel special. Like...how is a birthday
supposed to feel?
I am so tired...so tired...
Me and Deidra stayed up until about 4am (and woke up for school at 7am) yesterday to work on an essay (which didn't get done). I want sleep...so bad...
Mama's also getting harder to deal with. SO much harder. Like last night, I was working on some homework and she forcibly turned off the computer (you know, she pressed the button) and yelled at me to get to bed. I'm 19. I'm not 5 (even though people make jokes a lot....).
So anyway, I've done some looking at how much I make, and I can move out around December/January and move in with
hayley_beth24 , which I am SO excited for~
Which reminds me. I hate when people either think or joke that I'm 13 or 14 or something. I really do. I don't mind people saying "oh, she's a spaz" or "oh she talks a lot" or something, but I really don't appreciate people thinking I'm younger than I am. "Oh, but it should be a compliment~"
It's only a compliment for someone to say I look younger than I am if I am 30 or older...otherwise it's demeaning.
Which leads me to think perhaps I should start acting a little more mature...not so much "change myself", but mostly just not talking so loud. Which will be hard, because when I say I sound normal to me, I mean it. My "yelling" or "loud talking" sounds normal. My doctor says it's partially because I can't hear very well out of my left ear (I hear like I'm underwater btw), but I'll work on it anyway...
One last thing, I changed my handle on DeviantART. I am now InvinciblePrincess. I WOULD change it here too, but it's two characters too long here....And besides, I don't know most of my friends here as well, and they may not be willing to re-friend me.